Sunday, August 30, 2009

我的笑容不见了

由于时间一天一天的去证实,我开始慢慢的越来越相信师尊曾经跟我说过的:我的未来会发生的事情。刚开始我还怀疑那并不是事实,我逼我自己不能去想,不能相信,那不是真的。。。虽然事情真的在发生着,可是我依然固执的不要相信,因为我不能面对事实。现在搞得我自己遍体鳞伤。我的笑容不见了。。。

Friday, August 28, 2009

。。我已失去了一个我最珍惜的东西。。

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……今早起床,突然发现,我失去了一个我最珍惜的东西。。。……

……怎么拚命的找,都已不可能找回的东西。。。……

……因为它是一个碰不到,可是感觉得到的东西。。。……


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Thursday, August 27, 2009

I"M SICK =(

This few weeks i look very tired ,sad and moody..maybe is because of ...
I don't like to talk to other ppl...eat my favourite food oso feel tasteless..
No energy....vry sleepy...bad temper...everyday feel "bu shu fu"...
Finally im sick...i didnt give up to keep on waiting for him to comfort me,take care of me,sayang me,love me...but...... It's jz my possitive thinking....i think too much le..
Nvm lar..few weeks oso lidat le...not "xi guan" also must "xi guan" le..

师尊说:“我这个傻瓜,每次只会替别人着想,替别人担心,把开心给别人,剩的伤心难过却留给自己。根本没有替自己想过。” 他问我:“那你现在开心吗?” 我告诉他:“我看到别人开心,那我自己也开心咯。”
可是在这几个星期里,我才突然发现我并不像以前的那么开心了。。。
可能因为在我的生活里出现了问题。我自己解决不到。

As my friend Yung Yang said:
Sad or happy also have to pass 24hrs a day,
Why don't you choose happy to pass your 24hrs everyday?
Yes! Finally i agree with him! =)

Next week is my final exam edi larr...if i still unable to control my mood...
Than my final exam gai de larr...hmmmm...
If once i fail in the exam...i have to resit n stop to get loan from ptptn.
SOBX! SOBX! Anyone can help me mar?
Im feel so helpless..

Sunday, August 23, 2009

NEW YORK SKIN SOLUTION

My saving GONE!!

Arghhh!! Yesterday went to gurney plaza 4th floor-NEW YORK SKIN CARE SOLUTION with my mummy..
1st, the beautician ask us some question, then started to check our face..
She check my face 1st....
Aarrggghhh!! My face so geli....have many black head n pimples...
The black head is blocked. Sobx! Sobx!
Pimples will form is because of the black head didnt clear out for long time..
N i drink not enough water...my face is unhealthy..=(
the beautician said if want a healthy face...must take enough of water wor..
our face need 70% of water and 30% for oil..
if don't take enough of water, thn oil will produce more than water, finally problem skin appear.
Next, is my mummy turn to check her face lo...
Mummy face have a lot of 黑斑. lolx.
Before that she try to used doctor(ONG TU) gv me de skin product...
Adui! When the beautician scan her internal skin,
just realize her skin become more serious because of using doctor(ONG TU) peeling skin product...not good for our skin.hmm..so bad! Need wait for 21day to recover..
So after 21days mummy only can go 2 wash her face lu...lolx.

Actually v wanna take for the free facial only de...hehe..

The advertisement do until vry well hor...
FREE a facial n FREE 1 sets of product.This is their FREE product lo...

They kesi mia lar...the facial is just a vry vry vry normal facial nia...
N their free product only 10ml.


If want to upgrade to the better facial treatment must pay for RM580.
Asked my mum, mee...RM580 ok bo? My mum said okay. =,=" swt nia.
I pay by myself merrr...ma ok lo..lolx.
So FINALLY I spent RM580 for doing a facial treatment at there. =,="
swt nia...other people pay by credit card, i pay for my ATM card...
RM580 pay by one sort. Bo installment eh...hmmm....now ka lai ximtia. lolx.
RM580...not RM58 leh! I siao liao lar...!
Hmmm...nowadays money not easy to earn you knw!(i tell myself)
......but.....i still......haihhhh!! IsshhhH!!!
But hor....pay RM580 also worth liao larrr...ai sui bo huat ma.
Today morning look at the mirror....my pimples problem not so serious edi lo...
Quite happy to see the result...hehe.

Start from now, I have to study hard to earn back plenty of RM580!
Next time my facial treatment will not only choose RM580...the cheapest 1.
When i become the head of Human Resource, i'll choose the most expensive treatment!
No need to think of my financial problem.
I CAN DO IT!!!!!! JIA YOU!! (haha. am i dreaming?lolx.)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

My latest photos

2/8/09 Haha...While waiting my friend..



2/8/09 Restaurant at auto city



2/8/09



5/8/09


我的心情故事

爸爸和妈妈

我也有一个很幸福的家庭。有很疼我的爸爸,很照顾这个家庭的妈妈。我要什么就有什么,从小就很霸道。都是被宠坏的。hehe. 要laptop就马上有laptop。要新的手提电话就有新的手提电话。这就是爸爸宠坏的小孩。哈哈!可是爸爸比较老头脑,老想法。hehe...难听来说是老古董。从小到大的我脾气都不好,很会发脾气。跟到爸爸一模一样的脾气,也跟到他一样的那么爱哭。。哈哈。。哭包!一哭就很难停了。

在前几个月开始(五月)的college生活,真的是开始学会了独立,思想也开始慢慢的成熟了。不像以前那么的孩子气咯。那边的同学也很好相处,很会照顾别人。哈哈!认识好多新朋友哦!好开心大多数都是所谓的“飘洋过海”来到这里读书的。我比较幸运能每天回家啦,真的很庆幸哦!可是呀,我并不是很喜欢我班的气氛。。死沉沉的。只有十位学生,两位是男的。haizzz...真的不专心都难咯。其他的人都很乖,没什么讲话的,辛苦我了。。我很喜欢讲话的。。可是跟他们就是没有话题说。=( 跟其他班的朋友比较开心,因为他们都很谈得来。最近有很多朋友一直约我出去,可是我都会拒绝。惨了啦!我是不是变成宅女啦?!?!hmmm...我不要啦!因为一出门我就会花好几百令吉。。好浪费钱哦,所以这就是我不爱出门的原因咯。